All that shines is not Gold!

So after a number of disappointments you finally learn how to protect yourself from more.
But while still in that dark patchy area anything can seem great even if it isnt hence all that shines is not Gold. In the sense that whatever you have found that you think might finally make you happy, might actually not turn out to be what it is you needed. This is when you can finally and actually reach rock bottom.

Its always tough learning the hard way! What's harder is learning the lesson and trying to use it in future. As they always say easier said than done.
Recently, i found out that the things that seem so easy are sooo hard. Well i knew it before but i went through an example of something that i thought was easy and i cant even get past five minutes of doing it ha!

Anyways, in the end, you need to trust yourself first. Even in needy times, its always best to trust you before you trust someone else. I had to learn the hard way and i hope i never encounter something like this all over again because its such a let down. Changes your moods and well it sucks!

So next time, just get a good cd and listen to some tunes and just buy some ice cream and drown all your worries and sorrows. Atleast they'll be for a few hours.