LIfe - Do i have enough?

I know it has been ages yet again. Time and laziness are a huge factor to my lack of posts on atleast a monthly basis.

Today, I read a poem written by a friend of mine!

Enough happiness
to keep you sweet
Enough trials
to keep you strong
Enough sorrow
to keep you human
Enough wealth
to meet your needs
Enough enthusiasm
to look forward
Enough faith
to banish depression
Enough determination
to make each day better than yesterday
Enough failure (if it happens, up and dust yourself)
to keep you humble
Enough success
to keep you eager
Enough friends
to give you comfort, stability, happiness, guidance and love
Enough gratitude
for the gift of such good friends

It was very on point and made a lot of sense in a way. Though i began to ask myself, really do i have all those qualities she mentioned?

Of late I have been going through alot, even that is an understatment. I seem to always be on the wrong side of things or is is just bad luck? And suddenly my butterfinger-ness has gone to a level i can't even begin comprehend.
Its like in the power of my hands i have bad luck and im just waiting to pass it on to someone else. Quite amusing yet very annoying.

I am slowly realising that right now im in a negative circle whereby i keep going round and round and its just full of negativiy and no sign of light at the end of the tunnel. Pretty depressing but such poems make my day and i begin to see hope again. Yet just as i am making peace with whatever it is that is causing my life to go into a roller coaster ride, i get on another worse ride. Its like there is just no stopping to this. I would just like to put a fullstop to it and hope thats the end of things till the next chapter begins.

But seeing as a human being is not set to give up i have just like our forefather thought up some survivial tricks.

• Eradicating all negativity - Everyone know having a positive mind view to things is not only good for your health but helps you climb that ladder.
• Believing in God - Well i think even atheists believe in someone or something. The earth electrical force perhaps but what ever it is. Just believe that your future has been written and it is rather positive.
• Having faith - Truly, if you dont have faith in yourself and what you want in life, well we dont normally get it. Believing is receiving. Well I might have made that up but its the truth.
• Dont force plan(Patience) - I think this is one thing that has taken alot of time for me to accept. When i need something to happen, i just want to add a catalyst and just have the process move along swiftly so i can already have the products. Though we all know that good things take time. Rome was not built in a day, no doubt. So just lets take a deep breath and wait.
• Trust & Believing - Personally this is the most important aspect. If you dont trust and believe yourself. I dont see you moving anywhere at all. Trust your brains, your hands , your legs or whatever it is to get you there. Believe that they can deliver and set your mind to it. Its like if we had a lot of links together and one was weak, it would spoilt it for the rest. So you might have the four things above but without the last one. God helps those who help and trust in themselves. (It should be that way)

So, i slowly started putting these into my life and im not saying im over the moon happy. BUT, i am content im learning to accept things. And do with what i have been given and making good use of it.

So do i have enough?

Not yet, but i am hoping some day soon i will have all i need.